why does his internal monologue give "i'm not gay but 20 dollars is 20 dollars" 😭

hurts so bad

I hate his ex. Though, I especially hate his family. Because of them, the mc was scared to form any meaningful relationships, which lead him to this position in the first place. A parent is supposed to love their child unconditionally. I would never willingly let my child sleep on the street just because I disagreed with their choice of life(being gay isn’t even a choice).
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Now I understand that he’s not naïve, but rather, desperate to find someone who loves him. After all, every individual in his life, from whom he sought validation, turned out to be total assholes. His family only loved him under certain conditions and his ex was a useless piece of shit who used him to satisfy his sexual needs. I want all of them to realize their shitty actions and be haunted by it for the remainder of their miserable lives. Unfortunately, people like them never get what they deserve. If there’s a hell I hope they burn in it.

Pain pain go away come again another day

His complete desperation is so relatable

He maybe a trash,but his hairs have their own fandom

So he likes doing it raw, huh? But in the live adaptation they stopped because they didn't have condoms

this hurt as shit

The family wiping him off is just... Damn